Another Blog of Mine

My very first blog .. Well not exactly my first as previously I already had a few blogs ..
Why am I doing a new blog? Well, consider that I have something new in my life, it changed my life and I am someone different now .. so that's why I decided to create a new blog to signify the new lease of life I have now.

Many things have happened and changed for the past few years .. I have my own ups and downs .. Tears and laughters .. Somehow, I have managed to pull myself through .. As I grow older, I finally begin to see the meaning of life ..

I still remember vividly that 6 years ago, when I finished my SPM, I couldn't wait to break free into the world .. I went to college and obtained my STPM, then I went to Australia for 2 months, came back to Malaysia, started college again doing my diploma in hotel management, then I graduated, started my degree just last year and here I am .. tomorrow will be my last 2 papers for my finals and I'll be done with my degree .. I do have to say time flies.

On May 18th 2009, it will be the day that I will remember for the rest of my life .. From that moment on, it soon changed my life forever .. For me, it was a gift from God .. It was the most beautiful thing ever .. For me, I vowed to cherish him and love him for the rest of my life .. Although I can't be with him, but he will always be in my heart no matter what .. Everyday without fail, I would think of him .. Everyday I prayed for the best for him ..

Okay .. Let's talk about what happened today as this blog is supposed to be about today *read title* .. Well, I went to sit for 2 papers today for my finals, Guest Experience Management and Finance .. GEM paper was fine but .. Finance was like .. I think I'm going to screw my Finance paper .. Out of all topics, it came out one topic that was the least that I focused on .. So I was like screw it, I'm just going to do what I know and passed the paper up ..

Tomorrow will be my last 2 papers and then I'm done .. I seriously can't wait to get over this exam .. It has been bothering me for weeks .. After tomorrow, I finally can have a good night sleep that I missed for this 1 year plus .. But I still have one more assignment to settle and an oral defense on Tuesday .. After that then I'm officially DONE with college .. My mom wants me to continue with Masters .. I quickly told her that I'm done with studying .. My brain is too saturated to the max .. All I want to do now is enjoy my life to the fullest and commit myself to other things .. I still have many things that I want and have to do .. I don't want to spend the rest of my life being a bookworm.

Life to me now has a new meaning .. I used to take life for granted but not now .. Some people won't understand what I'm going through, all they know is to bad-mouthed people .. But one day, they will know that they were wrong to judge people that way as they too will experience the same thing that I'm going through now .. My dad will always tell me without fail "Blood is thicker than water" .. Too me now, that is so true .. That's why I always cherish the people around me because they are the one who will always be there for me no matter what happens .. I will do and live up to everything just for the sake of them ..

I kept my life going by telling myself that I have to be tough and strong because I must loved and be loved by the people that are important to me .. I can't just think for myself, I must think for the others who always think of me too .. This is the philosophy of life that I learned from my dad .. He is the sole breadwinner of my family and no matter how hard life is, he is still going strong for the sake of his family .. Even though he is brought down to the lowest point of his life, he still managed to stand on his very own two feet .. I'm always proud of my dad .. It hurts me sometimes to see him suffer .. This is why I must remained strong for the sake of my family and for the ones I love ..

"All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on" Ralph Waldo Emerson