Life is so unpredictable sometimes .. When something happened, it comes all the sudden ..
For me .. It was not easy .. I was stuck in between .. Not knowing what to do ..
At the same time, I have to think of other peoples' feelings and ignore mine ..
I never seem to think about myself as I only care about others ..
Betraying my own feeling wasn't easy .. There are people who said I was foolish enough not to think of myself ..
I had tried my best in making a decision that is the best for everyone ..
Some might hate me for it .. Some might be happy if I do that ..
It is very hard to please everyone .. Not even myself ..
Somehow, I have come to my senses that I will have to think of myself and love myself first before I can think and love someone else ..
Some people may think that I am selfish .. But .. I really hope that they will understand the reason why I am doing this ..
It saddens me when I see someone whom I really care felt hurt by my doings .. There's no words to describe how sorry and guilty I was after what I have done .. But .. Its the best way ..
Rather than they suffer for the future .. Might as well I end it once and for all .. Even though it means hurting them ..
But .. I'm sure they will understand one day ..
They can hate me or be angry at me .. But .. I did it for the sake of everyone ..
It is my responsibility and that I have to carry it for the rest of my life ..
May God bless everyone ..
For me .. It was not easy .. I was stuck in between .. Not knowing what to do ..
At the same time, I have to think of other peoples' feelings and ignore mine ..
I never seem to think about myself as I only care about others ..
Betraying my own feeling wasn't easy .. There are people who said I was foolish enough not to think of myself ..
I had tried my best in making a decision that is the best for everyone ..
Some might hate me for it .. Some might be happy if I do that ..
It is very hard to please everyone .. Not even myself ..
Somehow, I have come to my senses that I will have to think of myself and love myself first before I can think and love someone else ..
Some people may think that I am selfish .. But .. I really hope that they will understand the reason why I am doing this ..
It saddens me when I see someone whom I really care felt hurt by my doings .. There's no words to describe how sorry and guilty I was after what I have done .. But .. Its the best way ..
Rather than they suffer for the future .. Might as well I end it once and for all .. Even though it means hurting them ..
But .. I'm sure they will understand one day ..
They can hate me or be angry at me .. But .. I did it for the sake of everyone ..
It is my responsibility and that I have to carry it for the rest of my life ..
May God bless everyone ..
1 comment:
Sis, u have made d right decision.
One day they will understand.
Its hard for them to accept now but I believe they will one day.
Right now, just focus on what is important to u.
Mom, dad and me will always support u no matter what.
Believe in yourself and find d confidence in u.
Love u sis
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