I Dunno What To Name This Post

How do you feel when your loved ones are taken away from you? Sad .. Devastated .. Loneliness .. Guilty .. That is exactly how I feel now .. There's no one for me to turn to when I need that someone to hear my feelings .. All I can do is cry myself to sleep ..

I have never thought that I will feel this way .. I always thought that I'm tough enough to go through all these .. Was I wrong .. I finally knew that I am just a normal human being who has feelings .. Feelings to care for that someone, to love that someone and to cherish that someone ..

I made a big decision today that will change my life forever .. A sacrifice that I made which will make everyone but me happy .. Honestly it wasn't easy on me .. Something very precious to me being taken away .. I felt like my whole world came down .. A knife pierced straight into my heart .. I know from this moment onwards, I will never sleep well or eat well .. But at least I know my precious one will have the happiness he deserved .. That is all that matters to me ..