Career Dilemma

Now that I finally graduated .. I have to start thinking of my career .. I still have at least four months for me to think what I really wanna do .. But I'm having a BIG BIG dilemma ..

When I was a kid, I have always wanted to be an air stewardess .. I still remember during primary, the teacher will give me the KAD 001 which is brown in color, if I'm not mistaken .. There's one section where you fill up your Top 3 ambition right? I always filled 1) Air stewardess 2) Teacher 3) Doctor .. The doctor part .. giggle .. I never wanted to be a doctor .. Can't think of any other occupation .. So I just tembak doctor .. Year after year .. I always filled up the same old thing .. And it never changed ..

Until now I still dream of becoming an air stewardess .. But .. Everytime I read of airplanes crashed here and there .. I'll think twice .. For me, being an air stewardess is COOL .. I mean cool as in they have their own cool uniform .. Very pretty and cool .. You know, when at the airport you'll see them walking with all those handsome pilots and happily pulling their trolley bags .. I will go Ga Ga over them .. Seriously .. For me, its very PRO and COOL .. Another thing is, you get to travel all around the world .. I love traveling .. But .. No money to travel .. But air stewardess gets to travel .. For FREE .. Cause its part of their job .. And they get PAID ok!

But to my parents .. Its an UNKEWL job .. They give me 1001 excuses why its unkewl .. Among it are its risky and dangerous, its stressful, long odd working hours and etc .. Then, I ask them ..

Me: What is the difference between this job and hotel job?? Isn't all the excuses you gave me are the same meh??

Mom: No larr .. Hotel no need sit plane but .. air stewardess must ..

Me: Air stewardess doesn't really have to sit plane wan mahh .. Can work in the office wan mahh .. Trying my very best to brain wash my mom ..

Dad: Still larrr .. Hotel more cool than plane ..

Me: Speechless .. How can he knows that hotel is more cool than plane??

So that's why I ended up studying Hotel Management .. Thanks to my mom .. But .. It is also what I like to do .. And that is COOKING .. I did think about having my own cafe or restaurant .. ELLY CAFE .. How cool is that huh .. But sounds like ALI CAFE .. Will think of other names .. But .. Its not easy operating a cafe or a restaurant ..

This is why I'm having such a headache now .. What I want to do?? Last time was What I want to study?? Now .. Work pulak ..

Maybe I need to run a self-examine test to see what I really want .. But .. Its so hard .. Uhuhu ..

Maybe you guys can help me out?? Listening to other's opinions also ok what ..

* Listening to Kelly Rowland and Nelly's Dilemma*