Things has not been easy for me .. No my life is not in crisis again .. But my work ..
I knew that things won't be easy for me .. Especially when I'm working in an event management company .. Pile of works to be done, if its not done correctly I'll get screwed .. I'm missing all my beauty sleep when I started working .. I'm spending less and less time with my family ..
But yet I'm willing to do my job the best that I can .. So that I could ease the burden of my superior .. And it just seems so hard to do just that .. I had tried my 101% to do and make things right .. But yet problems still occurs and I'm being screwed for other people's mistakes and problems .. Its just so unfair ..
If I didn't do my work and I'm being lazy or what then that's fine with me .. But I didn't .. I work my ass off and I sacrifice a lot! And yet I get screwed and I'm being blame for it ..
Sometimes I just felt like pouring my heart out .. It hurts a lot .. Knowing that it wasn't my fault and yet the blame is on me ..
How I wish I could faster end this misery .. I will have to suffer for another freaking 2 months ..
Oh God ..
I knew that things won't be easy for me .. Especially when I'm working in an event management company .. Pile of works to be done, if its not done correctly I'll get screwed .. I'm missing all my beauty sleep when I started working .. I'm spending less and less time with my family ..
But yet I'm willing to do my job the best that I can .. So that I could ease the burden of my superior .. And it just seems so hard to do just that .. I had tried my 101% to do and make things right .. But yet problems still occurs and I'm being screwed for other people's mistakes and problems .. Its just so unfair ..
If I didn't do my work and I'm being lazy or what then that's fine with me .. But I didn't .. I work my ass off and I sacrifice a lot! And yet I get screwed and I'm being blame for it ..
Sometimes I just felt like pouring my heart out .. It hurts a lot .. Knowing that it wasn't my fault and yet the blame is on me ..
How I wish I could faster end this misery .. I will have to suffer for another freaking 2 months ..
Oh God ..
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